Well, civilian life has sure been awesome!
Tomorrow morning I finally become an Israeli soldier, pretty amazing. These past two months in Israel have been nothing short of phenomenal.
The most popular question I have been asked this past week is: "Are you excited or nervous to join the army?". The answer is that I'm neither. I don't think I'll ever be excited to fight... War is gruesome and much of the military experience can be incredibly negative. Unfortunately it's necessary. My answer is that "I'm ready". I've had 7 years to consider this decision and since making it in May, I've had over half a year to mentally prepare. I know that I would much rather have fun, enjoy life with friends, learn at school or yeshiva, or work in an industry that I enjoy (like hospitality). I'm joining the army because I feel it's my responsibility to do so. Even though I may not enjoy the everyday activities, I know that this is the right decision for me and that I will ultimately be happier by having served in the Israeli army. Once tomorrow, 7:30am arrives I will no longer be "Zachary Waxer". I will be "Zachary Waxer, property of the Israeli Government". In anything that I commit to I give 110% and this will be no different. I may be property, but I'll have an ownership mentality. I'll do my best and I have the confidence and competence to be a damn good soldier.
I'm not excited. I'm not nervous. I am ready.
